like a little baby at the bottom of a well

I'm sick. Head cold, chest congestion, chills, general feeling of disgustingness. I think my body is physically trying to make me procrastinate studying for my H2P exam. Which is tomorrow.... oh god.

At least my italian test is over. It was hard, but I probably got a B. I've skipped EnviSci for two days. I've had good reason, but I really need to get out of the habit.

Make me blue forever, like an island sky.

I've been really down lately. I always get depressed at the beginning of the school year. I went to the counseling center on campus, finally. That was an ordeal in itself, but my actual consultation went well. I still haven't heard from anyone about it, though. Which makes me think they don't have any openings.

I genuinely wanted to drop out of school on Saturday. I just... I hate it here sometimes. I was so excited at the beginning and I've been so disappointed. There's nothing here. I've met a couple of really awesome people, but that's it. I don't know. I always feel isolated. I've never really gotten over that. I think it's worse when I'm surrounded by people all the time.

There are just too many sad things right now.

I hope I still get to go to the Rally to restore sanity. I hope I'm well enough to even go.

bleghalkdx.

K. Time to actually study.

SNUFFLEUPAGUS.

I don't know if there's much to say other than that.

I don't think we got the SoS grant. I'm pretty bummed :( That could have made a HUGE difference in our capacity for next year.

On the bright side, I introduced Scott to the joy that is Petra Cafe today.
Also there's free Breakfast for Dinner at the union tonight.
And I think I aced my Italian quiz.

We made shirts for my floor tonight. B7 BOMBSHELLS. Mine was the only black one of the bunch. Now I think we're going to watch Kung Pow.